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[May. 29th, 2005|08:45 pm] |
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All I've been doing lately is sleeping.
I get up at 7:15
go to work.
get out at 5:00
come home
read
shower
go to sleep by 12:00.
Repeat.
also, the best part, i talk to Sheena 346,763,742,387,237,557,438,135,863,858,875 times a day.
My poor sweetie, she hates it there and wants to come back.
Shh... i've been telling her to stay there to see if it grows on her and she mentioned coming back in August instead.
I felt so happy I thought I was going to explode.
But i'm not gonna tell her that. I will be unselfish and unbiased and I will encourage her to stay if she starts liking it.
but if she continues to be miserable, i want her to come back ASAP.
Again, shhhhh, she can't know how much I want her back here. Cuz if she decides to stay, I want it guilt free.
Its been a week, the longest i've been away from her in forever. I sleep in her pajama pants everynight. I hug her thermal NYC shirt. I fall asleep talking to her on the phone. I am absolutely crazy about that nerd.
In other news, prepare yourself...
I HAVE A JOB. A REAL ONE. THAT I SHOW UP TO. EVERYDAY. *except saturday cuz I had my driving school from my ticket in Oro Valley*
Seriously, everyday at 8:00 I go to work at Family Dollar.
Hopefully, they'll keep me on after the temp job ends and I will have employment in Oracle.
If not, Oro Valley here I come.
I plan to apply at:
Home Depot *cough, STEREOTYPE, cough*
Target
Walmart
Walgreens
Hopefully ONE of those places takes pity on my priveleged no work experienced ass.
If you work in one of those places, bring me an application, and put in a good word for me.
Whoop Whoop.
Ok, Adios Peoples. |
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| Sad Times Like Whoa. |
[May. 23rd, 2005|06:29 pm] |
Soooooooooooo..............
Sunday night was the worst fucking night in the history of the universe.
Whoo.
I took Sheena to the airport. It was just the two of us. It hurt so bad I couldn't even cry. I let maybe 2 tears streak but other than that I felt too horrible to really break down. Gigantic hugs. LOTS of kissing. Not just regular kissing, it was the oh my god i'm not going to see you or kiss you again for seven months kissing that happens when you're really upset and trying to kiss each other enough so you don't forget about each other. More hugging. Watching her walk away through all the checks and so forth.
Ouch.
Some security lady came up to me and said, "she can't take this, so she's authorized you to have it." I was then handed a lighter. I laughed and shook my head. She smiled from the metal detector.
I stood there watching her until she was out of view then turned and walked away. The ticket lady looked all sad at me, I'm guessing she figured I was extremely upset, but she probably sees it 20 times a day.
Walked like a Zombie back to my car.
Threw up in the airport parking lot.
Cried in my car as I drove around South Tucson ignoring the fact that I had no clue how to get back.
I found my way back to the I-10 and turned my cell phone off and took a long time driving home. I kept looking at the clock going, ok, she's still in arizona. Ok, she's in the plane over Arizona. Ok, she's in Nevada. Ok, she is somewhere in the midwest.
I annoyed the hell out of people going, "is it 3 yet? Is it 3 yet?"
I got completely utterly and totally trashed out of my mind. I was flipping drunk. She called me to tell me she made it to Florida. I was insanely happy just to hear her say, "Hey babe." Me and Jo tried to walk back to my house while we were both stupid drunk. It was funny, I kept stumbling and walking sideways. Amy came and got us and took us to my house. I slept, talked to Sheena way more, was way too drunk to go to my doctor's appointment. I slept throught the alarm. Woke up at 11:00 still drunk. Stayed pretty buzzed until around 1:30.
That was my day.
Got Sheena a present. She should be receiving it in two days. Whoo! She's cute.
All in all, I think I'm taking it a lot better than I expected to. I'm pretty ok.
But there is no question, I gotta go see her in August.
That is all, my people. |
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[May. 19th, 2005|02:11 pm] |
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Good news and bad news all around. Well, good/relief news and continued bad news I guess.
Good news:
My Grades came back and I only have ONE C.
Bad news:
No A's, 3 B's, meaning my GPA is STILL under, it's 3.1, I need a 3.2.
Good News:
They don't evaluate my grades until the end of NEXT semester, so if I bring it back up, this semester won't count against me at all.
I'd better move my ass and get at least 2 A's next semester.
So I'm not worried anymore about grades, I just need to actually go to class I guess. Studying still won't be a need, but attendance needs to actually happen next semester.
I have driving school on the 28th, so my ass NEEDS to be awake at like, 6:00, I need to leave the house by 6:15 so I can get to the place by 7:30. Its on First and Cambell or something like that. I need to double check that too. After that though, the ticket never happened.
Last night Sheena stayed an extra night instead of staying at her brother's. YAYYYYYY. She left today though. She went to Tucson, then she's staying the night in Benson tonight and tomorrow night. I'm going to get her Saturday evening. Then, I take her to the airport on Sunday evening since her plane leaves at 8:00.
It's horrible. My stomache is in knots, I haven't been able to keep any sort of food down for the last 2 days. I don't know how to handle it so I'm sorta doing my "i'm a statue!" thing so I don't keep getting emotional. Seven months. Ugh. I got a bunch of soup, hopefully it will stay in my tummy. I hate this so much I can't even describe it. We have been practically living together for the last few months. Now, she won't be here for my birthday or her birthday or halloween or our one year anniversary or thanksgiving or christmas or new years.
Fuck Florida and Disney. Damn them to a fishbowl monkey infested hell.
Sooo, I need to go to Oracle tomorrow to attempt at employment at the happy go lucky Family Dollar! Hey, don't knock it, it's money dammit. And that's something I need, in case I fuck up and have to pay for my Spring semester or something. Plus, I should start a "SEND DESI TO FLORIDA!" fund. For my birthday or something. Sweet.
Ok, I need to do something. I need to get info for work.
Adios.
Laterz.
P.S. HAPPY NEWS! THE BABY IS GONNA LIVE AT MY HOUSE! YAY KYLAR! (Karly's coming with him too, but I think it's fair to have to take her with him!)
Just kidding, my sister can be a lot of fun. They're moving back to my house so Karly can find somebody to watch him on the weekends since her daycare sucks and said they can't watch him on the weekends anymore. I need to clean my room, not to mention I need to take a bunch of stuff out of the back room and I need to rearrange the computer room so I may accomodate my drumset. No way in hell am I going to pack it up. F* That.
Ok, really this time, laterz.
**If you would like to donate to the "Send Desi to Florida!" fund, please send one dollar donation (or more I guess) to:
Send Desi to Florida Fund
c/o Desiree Navarro
209 Ave J
San Manuel, Az 85631
Change donation also accepted, I shall have a change jar in my bedroom, feel free to drop by and hand over a penny, or I guess you can mail change too, that'd be fun. Feel free to donate more than once, cuz I am that cool.
I am not worried about putting an address on here because nobody can find San Manuel, and if you are a weirdo that shows up on my doorstep, well, you really have no life if you're going to waste time stalking ME cuz I'm pretty damn boring.
That being said, WHOO HOO, donate.** |
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[May. 13th, 2005|03:16 am] |
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Wow, i haven't updated in a super long time.
Catch up:
Things were sooooooo good for so long.
Now:
One of my best friends is dating my brother. Yes she asked if it was cool first, no, i did not say it was. It happened anyways. Oh well, shit happens, but since then and starting a few months before she started acting like a different person. She has been acting so weird lately that I don't know what to do.
Secondly:
My GPA is too low for my scholarship. Which means, I am going to be on academic probation and can lose said scholarship. It's my own fault. I need at least one A if I am going to have a prayer at not losing it. So far I have a C and a B. my GPA is 3.109. Looks like I am going to get another C and B, so pretty much these are my worse grades ever and I am completely screwed. Again, I know, my fault. And all I can think of is the disappointed look that is going tobe on everyone's face if I lose my scholarship. My mom and dad will be crushed and I will have turned out exactly how my brother predicted I would over and over again: a failure. I will not accomplish anything.
Thirdly:
Sheena leaves next Sunday. For seven months. Right now she is laying in my bed half asleep and half worried about me. I can't make myself stop crying when I'm alone or when we lay down at night. I've been getting next to no sleep and I've been waking up at least twice everynight. I feel like I have no strength. I just ooked at her tonight while she was asleep next to me and I couldn't take it. I have no idea what I'm going to do not seeing her for so long. It hurts so much already and there is no escape. It takes everything inside of me to prevent myself from crying in front of all of my friends or family. I'm trying to act super strong like I'll be fine when really I just want to cry until there's nothing left to cry out of me and then try to feel nothing.
Everything seems to be crashing down at once. My once perfect relationship of my friends that so many people have been jealous of for so long is messed up. My successful school stuff that's always been on track is shaken up. For the first time in my life I am concerned about school. I could lose everything. A relationship that is going so great and gives me so much strength in my life is getting thrown into a difficult situation and there's nothing that can be done to stop it. Feeling this weak makes me want to give up. To let myself fail in school. To curl up and cry for the next seven months. To watch my friendship wander off without effort to stop it.
I just want to rewind my life into 6 months ago when everything was great without all of the issues. I wish I could go back and freeze time before everything started feeling horrible again.
I don't know what to do. |
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[Apr. 20th, 2005|12:31 pm] |
Me and Sheena are together.
I know, nobody is shocked whatsoever.
She finally explained herself clearly, she thinks i'm like, ready for hardcore marriage committment type stuff.
And I basically went, WHOA BUDDY, SLOW OUR ROLL. Cuz I'm not.
Jesus, I'm 19.
So, all's well I guess.
Bonjour. |
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| Eh, i will live. *but i'll be crying my eyes out constantly* |
[Apr. 11th, 2005|09:40 pm] |
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Anywho,
I was SUPER productive today.
Turned in work for once.
Got a better test score than Fernando on a test i did absolutely NOTHING for.
Found out i'm passing sign language.
Checked and fixed the Monte Carlo all by myself.
Did a bunch of other productive stuff.
Now I must continue my trend and do homework.
*sigh*
Speak Nerd To Me. |
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| i need to wake the fuck up |
[Apr. 10th, 2005|06:28 pm] |
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so, I feel like i'm failing sign language, which will put me on Academic Probation.
I have so many papers to do i'ma die.
my girlfriend is leaving for Florida next month. She will be gone for seven months.
i keep crying.
i feel like i'm letting down my friends everytime i spend time with her and not them. i'm sorry, i really am, but i just feel like i have to see her as much as possible before she leaves or i'm going to just feel like a zombie.
i wish i could spend a whole day with her making her hug me while i cry so i can get it out of my system.
I am officially starting a spare change fund so i can maybe go see her around my brithday before school starts.
i need to do some homework, really.
laters all.
p.s.
I am soooo freaking out already. I've been handling it OK, but lately I keep crying the more I realize she is gone in a little over a month. I can't just jump in the car when I want to see her. I won't be able to kiss her or have her pick on me or sleep next to her. She keeps telling me everything will be alright, but i am way scared. I dunno. I miss her already and she's still here.
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*side note* My cat is horny and meowing all loud and annoying. |
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[Mar. 25th, 2005|04:42 pm] |
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Weeeeeeee, I am SO sore and sleepy! I've been doing my horrible running *I am the worst running partner EVER* But I need to get in shape anyways cuz my husband wants me to go rock climbing. Damn sacrifices i make for marriage.
I have a political sociology test on monday. CURSES. I need to study this weekend like whoa.
Tonight:
Running.
Shower.
Movie Night.
Homework.**
Talking to my sweetie.
Bed.
**Responsibility is a bitch.
Ok, I'm off to go torture myself in an effor to lose the chubbiness.
*side note, Sheena is SO cute. She hugged me last night and went, MY TEDDY BEAR!!!! and today while I was getting ready to go, she was like, please don't get too skinny, i love your tummy!*
Soooo, I promised I won't try to be a stick girl (which i would not want to do anyways).
K, i'm off! |
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[Mar. 22nd, 2005|08:14 pm] |
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Doing some sign language homework at the moment. BOO.
Sheena is coming over tomorrow to stay the night. YAY.
Been sleepy a lot lately.
But doing pretty good. |
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[Mar. 20th, 2005|11:07 pm] |
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Ok, I am completely numb right now. Mostly because feelings are cancelling each other out right now.
Sheena got an internship with Disney World. I am waaaaay happy/excited for her.
She's going to be in Florida all summer and next semester. I am bawling and soooo upset.
Those two feelings are completely throwing themselves together to make me blah and really depressed. I feel guilty for being so sad. And I am. REALLY sad.
She called right now and told me, but I could feel the tears coming on so I made the lamest excuse I could think of to go. I can't talk to her right now. I feel mad at myself for not being like, OMG BABE THAT IS SO FREAKIN AWESOME!!!! I did manage, Whoaaaaaa, that is SO cool, but it's hard to pretend to be fine when there is a lump the size of the entire continent of Asia in your throat.
What do I do? I am so freaking and I am trying my damndest not to show it. Part of me wants to avoid her for as long as humanly possible to make it easier. Maybe she'll dump me so I won't be missing her so badly.
This is so damn ouch. And WHOO at the same time.
Now I have no idea of what i'm doing next semester. Or this summer really. We were going to start living together next semester, but she obviously won't be here. Should I just move out of my house at the beginning of summer instead? Should I panic and up and run out of defense mode?
I don't know. This feels soooo....ow.
Any advice would be helpful. |
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| Whoawhoawhoamotherfucker! |
[Mar. 15th, 2005|07:37 pm] |
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Well, haven't updated in awhile, bear with me.
Firstly, weeeeeee @ life right now. I stayed Saturday, Sunday, and Yesterday in Casa Grande with Sheena and it was soooooo great. We went to The Biz on Sunday, but she wasn't feeling well (aww, she's sick!)*and got me sick too* We got there kinda late, around 11:00ish, we had a lovely lost drive around Phoenix just the two of us. We got there and danced around a little bit, only Michael was there out of my friends so we hung around with her friends for awhile. Again, she wasn't feeling good at all, so we left at like, 12:35 or something and went to Denny's and had another little food date just the two of us full of talking and hot chocolate.
We drove back to Casa Grande and fell asleep after 3 seconds. Yay @ lounging and cuddling and all that other closeness junk.
Soooooo........big stuff going on. Sheena and I have been talking, and we are thinking next semester we are going to move in together. Yep. GIGANTIC step I know. Amy and Amy are pretty much thinking I'm crazy, we're crazy, and we are moving too fast and everything. Me and Sheena talked about all of that too, and she told me to talk to my mom about it. People are age have ideas, but older people that have experienced more would be the ones to discuss it with. I had NO IDEA what my mom was going to say, but I talked to her about it today. In fact we're still talking about it.
I am happy to say my mom doesn't think its a bad idea or that we're going too fast. She said her only reservation is that they don't give me enough money for an apartment in tucson, to which i told her, HAHAHA, duh, i know I need to make money this summer and I set up my schedule so I only go to class 3 days a week, the rest of the week I can work. Other than thinking Sheena is crazy for wanting to drive back and forth to Casa Grande everyday, she says it isn't crazy. Yay for old people! It made me feel a whole lot better too, because if it really is a freakin CRAZY idea, she would be the one to tell me i was retarded.
So, if by the grace of God I make a pretty good amount of money this summer, next semester I will be living with Sheena. And know what? I am completely happy about it.
Ok, begin comments questioning my sanity....
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[Mar. 8th, 2005|06:51 pm] |
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RIDDLE:
What four-worded phrase will cause instant "UH-OH, NERVOUS!" in a relationship when things are going pretty good?
ANSWER:
Leave comments and guess. If you get it right, you will OWN.
no cheating. |
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| TMI LIKE WHOA *caution* |
[Mar. 6th, 2005|08:17 pm] |
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*same as my myspace log*
Ok, I had a WILD weekend!
I don't know if i should write about it here or my LJ or both.
Hmmm........
Thursday I stayed the night with Sheena in Casa Grande, and I slept in her comfy bed while she got up and went to work for her teacher.
Went to class, blah blah blah...
Surprised her and showed up to Tucson early, then we went and got a Motel room cuz her friends were coming down from Phoenix and there was a BIG party at my friend Dance Machine's (Mike) house for Angel's 21st birthday party.
.......got to the party late......try to guess why.....hahaha..........
Anywho, me and Sheena finally got to the party, and had a BLAST.
I took a body shot off of her (DAMN she looked hott, cleavage like whoa, she is SUCH a girl), anywho, took various shots of Vodka, followed by jello shots like whoa. Did some dancing, kissed a few gay boys, took jello shots out of people's mouths, along with licking whipped cream off of gay boys and Sheena. Lapdances, drinking games, and many screw drivers later, we went party hopping and then to The Grill.
PACKED the grill, met another little gay boy, took him back to the motel with our group. Me and Sheena got there first.....hahaha.....whoo.......
Finally went to sleep at 7:00 a.m.
Woke up at 11:30, left the motel, walked around University for a bit. Then me and Sheena just sort of cruised around tucson in the rain having some alone time. We ended up getting lunch and then sat in the Sonic parking lot just talking and cuddling FOREVER. Then we went to her brother's apartment and turned my front seat into a bed and laid down cuddling more and listening to music with the rain storm going on outside. Started getting more...hmm....."intense," so we went into her brother's apartment and socialized. Hung out with her brother and his gf and his gf's sister for awhile, then took a trip to my car for...hmm....."more alone time," THAT was awesome. HAHA. Whoo, then we went back up and drank with all of them for a little while.
Then a girl i've known forever called me and wanted to hang out with me since she was in Tucson. Well, her and another girl came and picked us up, then we went and got Amy White, and she drove, so in the back was Sheena, me in the middle, then the other girl.
Sheena decides to BITE ME, then THE GIRL BIT ME. Sheena tickled me, so SHE tickled me. They seriously were both biting and tickling me and i could NOT escape. I now have TONS of bite marks all over my shoulders and my upper arms and neck. It was crazy, and quite honestly felt odd. I mean, Sheena tickling and biting me in the backseat of a car is one thing, but her and then some other girl too was just odd, and she wasn't mad about it, but she wasn't thrilled either.
Until drunken me accidently called the other girl babe. Then, she got perturbed. I explained i was drunk and it was COMPLETELY on accident (this conversation came later when we were back at the apartment), but she knows i'm with HER cuz i WANT to be, so she's perfectly fine.
Anywho, we went to Angel's and played cards for awhile. I KICKED ASS.
Then we went to the other girl's apartment and then went back to the apartment.
We woke up today and laid around alllllllll dayyyy, then we went and got fast food breakfast at around 3:00pm, then she had to leave so I went home too.
She's going clubbing tonight and wanted me to go, so I feel bad, but I hope she has a lot of fun! Next Sunday!
Dunno when I get to see her again, but I hope it's soon.
I <3 That Girl.
I also <3 all of my friends,
THIS WEEKEND WAS A BLAST!!!!!!!!
MUST DO IT AGAIN SOOOOOOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee |
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[Mar. 4th, 2005|02:42 pm] |
Soooooo, i am WAY behind in Livejournal land because I have not been on the net at all lately, mostly because my phone line was dead at my house.
I feel like shit righ tnow and i don't know why.
Half of me is WAY happy because i got to spend the night with Sheena and when I sleep with her I always feel better about everything on earth. We didn't do anything last night (so shut up guys), just slept. I hadn't seen her for four days, it felt like FOREVER. I dunno, but it was nice just to do the girly huggy stuff that makes me all happy and warm in bed.
CHRIS IS A MEANIE and i had to re-type all that last stuff cuz he deleted it.
kick him.
Anywho, he'd better go to Angel's party tonight or i'ma be mad a him.
Well, i feel really dizzy right now and kinda stressed and I don't know why. Ugh.
Oh well, more tomorrow or prolly Sunday. |
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[Feb. 22nd, 2005|10:23 am] |
Whooooooo,
Sleepy like whoaaaaaaa.
Test Friday. Bummer. Should probably study for that.
Good Night.
Thirteen.
Other than the fact I owe my sister about $25, that's about it.
Where's the love?
Comment. |
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| Come On, I HATE not knowing stuff! |
[Feb. 21st, 2005|10:18 am] |
Ok, so a couple of entries back I got an anonymous comment to a posting, so i replied:
Somebody replied to another comment somebody left in your LiveJournal post. The comment they replied to was:
uh.....anonymous stuff makes me nervous.
whoever this is, thank you, but you obviously don't know me because I am F-A-T, not P-H-A-T. Trust me, if you saw me, you'd go, FAT.
If you ever comment again, a name would help. Again, anonymous makes me nervous, hahaha.
and i don't care about other people judging me, it's how i am judging me.
Their reply was:
Subject: no way chica
so, you dont believe me, about u being phat??? well i should know. i have seen u a few times around the pride alliance. at least i think thats u. so who put the thought of u looking bad into ur head? ttyl
urs truly
anonymous
Ok, my OCD is kicking in (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
I wanna know who's messing with me!
Come On! This type of stuff drives me crazy. I HATE ANONYMOUS STUFF *tear*
So yeah, i am around the pride alliance office a lot.
But who are you commentor person? Tell me or I shall...hmm...well, I can't really do much. I'll bitch and complain!
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[Feb. 10th, 2005|09:56 am] |
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HAHAHAHAHA.
Ok, my father is the typical old-school traditional hispanic type of dude, ya know, mariachi music and all his kid are still 5. Not to mention, he LOVES denial. WHOO! He is denial's BIGGEST FAN. If he doesn't want to acknowledge something, he pretends nothing at all is going on. Biggest example of this: my sexuality.
Soooo, Sheena stays over a LOT, and she sleeps in my bed with me, and my dad thinks, "Desi's friend! Yay!" He totally loves Sheena because they sit there and talk about stuff because she is such a nerd. So, anyways, Sheena stayed the night last night and during the evening we were in my computer room doing homework and just kicking back, and we'd occasionally hug or kiss and we just were all comfy. We'd usually have the house to ourselves, but my dad was off of work nad i didn't know, but we didn't think much of it anyways because he sticks to the living room when he's home.
Now, the layout my house is living room towards the front with a dining room right next to it; the computer room is on the left of the dining room, so there is a big divider, dining room and curve between the living room and the computer room. So, we're by he computer and i'm standing in front of her and just start touching and stroking her cheek, and she looks left and her eyes get THREE FEET WIDE. My dad went into the kitchen (next to the dining room) and glanced at us *who were in plain site* and saw the little public display of affection. Sheena says it was only for a second, but it was enough.
After that he was ALL grumpy at me and I had to scold him to tell me goodnight and he was just in a generally pissed off mood. Now, I doubt it's the whole gay thing, because that is hard to miss, but it is the fact that me and Sheena can be classified as more than friends and so there are certain rules to follow, and how I was acting to her was a CLEAR SCREAMING SMACK TO THE HEAD that are relationship isn't completely plutonic. Number one rule: people that date my father's children are not allowed NEAR their bedrooms, let alone INSIDE of them at night with the door locked.
My father's biggest complaint is that everybody thinks he's stpid and keeps secrets from him that everybody else knows. Well, I do not think my father is stupid, but on this occasion, everybody else DOES know, and I know that must bother him to no end. This morning when we woke up my mom didn't say anything about it, she was all normal and hugged Sheena and was acting all motherly and such, so I doubt my father said anything to her because she would have strangled me and said, "WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING?!? COULDN'T YOU BE MORE DISCREET?!?!?" My dad ges mad when he feels like we're hiding something right in front of him, but I don't think he wants to confront the subject at all, hence his not mentioning anything to my mom yet.
So.........WHAT DO I FREAKING DO?!?
Do I confront it and tell him the truth?
Do I confront it and lie?
Do I DENY DENY DENY?
Or do I just pretend like nothing happened unless he mentions it, and just wait out his anger until he puts it back in the denial box and acts like it never happened?
Hopefully he moves on from the whole thing today because Sheena is staying the weekend at my house. I don't know how much he saw really, but I am pretty nervous. I know my mom is just going to be mad at me for being so brazen about it and being affectionate with my denial-father in the next room to walk in.
It could have been worse, I was kissing her all evening, and he didn't walk into that.
So, cover-my-ass story time? Could I pull that off? I'm pretty good on the fly; I might be able to talk my way out of this one if that's what I choose....but I don't know if I'm THAT good.
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[Feb. 8th, 2005|06:45 pm] |
*smile*
i just realized only a couple of months left in the semester....
....how the f did that happen?
*smile anyways* |
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| COACHELLA GODDAMMIT! |
[Feb. 1st, 2005|10:48 pm] |
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Geez.
I want to go to COACHELLA.
If you don't know what it is, look it up.
........or just read further............
COACHELLA IS A MUSIC AND ART FESTIVAL IN CALIFORNIA. It is 3 days long starting April 30th, and so i jut need to raise $81 for a ticket. And about a billion dollars gas money. And people to go with.
BANDS:
Well, there's WAYYYY TOO MANY to put, but some are Weezer, Tegan and Sarah, Bright Eyes, the Kills, Rilo Kiley, Nine Inch Nails, Coldplay, the Chemical Brothers, Snow Patrol, Keane, New Order, Prodigy, the Faint, Stereophonics, Kasabian, Blood Brothers, Thrice, the Raveonettes, and Mercury Rev.
There are WAY more, but those are the ones i'm excited about!
MUST GO. Well, sortof. I'd like to, but my world won't be crushed if it doesn't happen. I should be busy by then anyways. Eh, i dunno, BUT FREAKIN' COACHELLA! Dude, if i don't go, SOMEBODY has to go for me and get me a present dammit. And kidnap Weezer for me. Weee!
Ok, that was about it. I just wanted a posting dedicated to Coachella. |
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